That line between the heart.

Worried for her as she look so tired and sad lately. Her happy and cheerful smile was like a long forgotten thing, she face constantly pressured to hide so many things beneath the fake smile she tries to put. The fake smiles she tries to assure people that she is indeed alright, she is strong, she is not weak, she can deal with it.

Nobody can, however, deal a break up perfectly. It is painful and scary, an often lonely road, filled with broken dreams plus the what could have beens. We try to smile and be supportive, when deep down, we're aching with brewing hot jealously of that person who has taken our spot. We try to win back your heart, when silently we know that your heart does not belong to us already. We want to show you that we're tough and we can be friends, when the appearant fact is that how do we become friends when we were lovers before? How do we pretend like nothing is going on, when the fact the pillar of strength that you were to us is crumble on unfixable soils? How do we see pass the fact that it was that pair of hands that guided us, that pair of hands that loved us, that pair of hands that carried us through the hard times, and all the sentimental shit like that?

Breakups are never easy but they are never the end of the world. For one person it might be the start of something new, for another the end of the world, for the rest a thing no one can bear to stand or experience.

But this is love - love it or hate it, want it or think you don't need it,think you know it all,have it all,yet, and sometimes, we will never ever be able to fully comprehend it.

I wish my daughter gets her boy back, and that she will not take him for granted again, lost him, and lose something so dear to her life.When the rest of us can find happiness in misery, life isn't exactly pointing well towards the love angle for alot of people including the 19-year-old either.

p/s: My daughter is a close friend from college.Its just a term we created :)